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"You make me ache, because you make something inside me spurt into life. Something I never see alive, and it doesn't matter. You make me mean what I say and live for what I believe. When I'm with you I want to throw everything away so there's nothing to go back to. Throw myself away so there's nothing but you. You make my heart pound and my head swim and my stomach churn, and I live to feel that. I sit - for hours - ringing circles around one word. It's - it's ridiculous, what I would do to get you to look at me, to get you to smile. You tear me apart and put me back together, and somehow I'm more complete after. You don't have to do anything or even try - you're in everything I've ever known. You're everything I want to know."
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.charted waters
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.shadow veins
It was all in her hands - she could choose to walk away or not. She had the ability to fix it. But she didn't, because that would wreck it. Fixing it would wreck it. It was everything it was because it wasn't whole. It was something that, for once, wasn't ashamed of its ruined state. Something that didn't pretend to be more than it was.
.follow me
.road travelled
.broken air
Nothing came out right when he was touching her. Nothing wanted to come out. It wanted to freeze where it was, because if it moved it risked losing what it had. Except nothing could remain frozen, could it? Nothing that was alive could.
.SCRAWLED on 13th-Apr-2015 03:28 pm - ."tonight she'll give herself away..."
crouch
.we all need a little more room
.to breathe

 

 

 

 

 
 

you can see my last(-ish) post. that is all. 

i wrote online a few years ago as AIUR (fiction), as well as SHE'S NOT BREATHING (poetry). if you absolutely must look at my fiction, it's probably a good idea to ask me what to read, because i have work up that will make you major facepalm. *flail* i also have a collab account with the amazing ANGELS AND EFFECTS ([info]preludity) called LIKE A DREAM.

but anyway, it doesn't matter how you found this journal. you may have no idea what i'm going on about :D
 

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actually, it may be wonked anyway. *hits layout* but i swear entries start under the userpics & there are spaces between the paragraphs :S i am sorry :( they need to standardize spacing. le sigh.

ooh, & if i forget who you are, i'm so sorry! it isn't you. at all. my memory has - issues. guhhh. *headwall*




.SCRAWLED on 13th-Nov-2009 10:08 pm - .birfdayz!
sunrise
.happy birthday to you
.happy birthday to you






yeah, i'm lame with the lyrics this time around. :O


happy birthday, [info]staticcflicker & [info]reclusivefire!


i love the two of you to piecesss. && i have to zip back to my hist reading because i have to read thousands of pages & do nine reports this month *dies* so this is totally pathetic. i sorry.

i miss you guys so, so much & I NEED TO TALK TO YOU BEFORE I GO INSA-AANE. *flail*

I. LOVE. YOU. <3





.YOU KNOW EVERYTHING WORTH LOVING HAS TO HAVE AN ENDING